erghhh... taik gila kot. i am imprisoned. srsly!! mayb it is the time for my soul get out of my body
Dalia Rudy
Yeah, and move in with me! Hahaha.
Fafiq Sabri
what i meant is. suicidal.
Dalia Rudy
Thats nonsense. Only dummies think about suicide. :|
Fafiq Sabri
well. hahahah act i am a dummies, and meaningless. that is the reason
Dalia Rudy
Have you ever think about those who are more miserable such as no parents and no virginity? Because you dont think about this fact makes you a dummy that thinks about suiciding. Hahahahaha. Kan dah kena lecture dgn aku.
Fafiq Sabri
it's easy for you to say. i looked at ibu's face, and i know deep deep in her heart saying that she was upset with me, badly. i cant control myself now because i hear something whispering, ask me to kill myself for ibu's happiness and i know the devils are laughing hysterically watching me like this
*theen she reply by texting me*
Dalia Rudy And what if i say my feelings was more horrible than you everytime i looked at mummy and that feelings had never change for 3 years until now? Except that the kind of feeling mummy felt is hatred not upset and i've felt like she was never my mother. Eventhough it's frustrating, atleast we have mother. Think like that okay, dear.
*then i was speechless. what you were saying are true. then i cried again. now i know that i am lucky actually to have a mother but i am not grateful to having ibu in my life. even azhad gave me some adviced to move on and think that ibu do that for my own good*
geeeshhh thanks.
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